- 5 things I'm certain of:
There is a lot I'm certain of, including stuff to do with family, school, general life, social life's, politics etc.. but is that stuff really true? actually i don't know.. so five things that I definitely am certain of are:
1) I'm certain that i am going to be doing something medical for a career option. many reasons obviously to follow this up but not enough to explain it all.
2) I'm certain that I'm technically half Indian half African. all to do with my mums and dads side of the family.
3) Most definitely certain that i am a girl. appearances, feelings/emotion/ and all that.
4) I'm 100% sure that the 3rd of April is my birthday
5) finally I'm certain that for the past couple of years I've been living outside of England.
5 Things that I want to know:
Many things remain a blur to me and probably always will, the things that i would love an answer to are normally those type of questions that cant actually be answered. Other things i would like to like to know make me seem slightly off minded or just plain weird... So five things that I want to know are:
1) How do they actually carve those really detailed chair backs, and how long does it take? weird question, but i don't really know the answer...
2) Why cant we see the atoms in the air or the types of 'sciences' that are flying right past our faces?
3) Where does common knowledge come from?
4) Why do some people choose to think before acting and others do before thinking?
5) What makes us all emotional and where exactly does the emotion come from?
I love asking those weird questions to myself, whether they have to do with outer space or football or even myself, there's still actually so much i don't know about myself because it's so deep i would need to be analysed by a psychologist to understand the real qualities and behaviour characteristics i have.
The five things that i am most definitely certain of are mostly to do with my family or myself. for the first certainty i wrote that i was going to be doing something medical career wise. this is because I know in myself what i want to be doing. the feeling of passion is one of the greatest for me and that's how i feel about the career. Specifically what i want to be doing something medical is still fuzzy, however that's another area of the question and not necessarily the same one.
All of these certainties are actually do with me, that's way i know that they really are true. But why is it i know so much about myself and less about others? Is that because i intentionally pay more attention to myself than others? On the other hand if these 'certainties' were actually about other people i wouldn't be 100% sure.
Being sure of who you are is hard, but when it has to do with cultural background, it's pretty easy for me. I don't personally know my ancestors or great grandfathers, but i do know my mum and dad, where they came from and what they are and what their mums and dads were (and their mums and dads etc..) Therefore i know where my blood's from: half Indian and half African. I love knowing things like heritage and about myself, as well as other people, but i feel that if i don't know where exactly I'm from and what i am, then how do i know what i really am ( kind of)? I'm certain that I'm a girl. This is for many different reasons these can be appearances, emotions, different feeling, hormones. i know i am a girl and i was since in womb. I'm 100% sure that my birthday is the 3rd of April...why? because i have a birth certificate that says so. normally they aren't wrong, and if so then I've been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. i know in myself, where abouts I've been; what I've done and most of all why. I've been living outside of England for the past two years and i know this because i was physically there and i know in my head about what was going through me when i was and when i was settling in there, and when i was on the verge of coming back ( which i was more scared of than going there)
Five things that i want to know was hard... not just because i spent about half an hour wondering if i should do this in rough or not fist or whether i should just write it down as it came and sound like a complete air head. So i chose the second option. there are so many things i want to know but for some reason these ones came to me. For the first question- it didn't help that i was sitting in front of a ridiculously detailed carved chair. Even so I'm still wondering how on earth they carve the chairs so precisely and accurately. This is just one of the questions( this type) that I'm asking. this one just so happened to come to mind. Another question such as how on a table cloth do they distinguish the colors so accurately? these type of questions run through my head each and everyday, whether i can control it or not
I've had hundreds of bio, chem and physics lessons but never has it been explained why exactly in detail i cant really see any of it going thought the air. Being limited to just five questions or things that i want to know was harder than i thought but having know that there is so much more in the air than what you see, including pollutants, and different atoms from all sciences, but wouldn't be be pretty cool if we could actually see them? Knowledge comes from everywhere, including teachers, yourself, school in general, childhoods, home etc... But where does common knowledge come from? and what exactly is it? well searched, common knowledge is anything generally known to everyone. But what exactly does this mean? My question that i asked was where exactly does it come from? whether it comes from childhood or everyday life, it's an interesting subject to me.
Why do some people think before acting and other do before thinking? i wanted to know this because it could be a matter of confidence, in some cases- stupidity; whether or not you care at all or sometimes because you do care. For example i could cross the road but thinking before i do it, or i could shout something out and it could have come across as very offensive without thinking- or with thinking
. Do some people think about 'it' for a reason and what reason is that?
Emotions are weird, cool, intelligent in some ways or another or even annoying- emotions may just come when you least want them to be there, for various reasons. People get emotional at all kinds of events. The experience of loosing someone has sometimes the worse kind of effect on some people, however for others- loosing a match could bring out the worst kind of emotion. For me obviously I've lost a lot of people and the emotions choose to just run wild. What i want to know is where they come from really? different things make different people tick, whether they are macho bike riders, maybe saying something the least bit offensive could do something, or the other way around.
Having to know something is good or bad, hard or easy but wanting to know something for me is ten times the effort. whether that has to do with my family background or something in Biology class. Knowing and wanting to know are very different that's the whole point.
There is a lot I'm certain of, including stuff to do with family, school, general life, social life's, politics etc.. but is that stuff really true? actually i don't know.. so five things that I definitely am certain of are:
1) I'm certain that i am going to be doing something medical for a career option. many reasons obviously to follow this up but not enough to explain it all.
2) I'm certain that I'm technically half Indian half African. all to do with my mums and dads side of the family.
3) Most definitely certain that i am a girl. appearances, feelings/emotion/ and all that.
4) I'm 100% sure that the 3rd of April is my birthday
5) finally I'm certain that for the past couple of years I've been living outside of England.
5 Things that I want to know:
Many things remain a blur to me and probably always will, the things that i would love an answer to are normally those type of questions that cant actually be answered. Other things i would like to like to know make me seem slightly off minded or just plain weird... So five things that I want to know are:
1) How do they actually carve those really detailed chair backs, and how long does it take? weird question, but i don't really know the answer...
2) Why cant we see the atoms in the air or the types of 'sciences' that are flying right past our faces?
3) Where does common knowledge come from?
4) Why do some people choose to think before acting and others do before thinking?
5) What makes us all emotional and where exactly does the emotion come from?
I love asking those weird questions to myself, whether they have to do with outer space or football or even myself, there's still actually so much i don't know about myself because it's so deep i would need to be analysed by a psychologist to understand the real qualities and behaviour characteristics i have.
The five things that i am most definitely certain of are mostly to do with my family or myself. for the first certainty i wrote that i was going to be doing something medical career wise. this is because I know in myself what i want to be doing. the feeling of passion is one of the greatest for me and that's how i feel about the career. Specifically what i want to be doing something medical is still fuzzy, however that's another area of the question and not necessarily the same one.
All of these certainties are actually do with me, that's way i know that they really are true. But why is it i know so much about myself and less about others? Is that because i intentionally pay more attention to myself than others? On the other hand if these 'certainties' were actually about other people i wouldn't be 100% sure.
Being sure of who you are is hard, but when it has to do with cultural background, it's pretty easy for me. I don't personally know my ancestors or great grandfathers, but i do know my mum and dad, where they came from and what they are and what their mums and dads were (and their mums and dads etc..) Therefore i know where my blood's from: half Indian and half African. I love knowing things like heritage and about myself, as well as other people, but i feel that if i don't know where exactly I'm from and what i am, then how do i know what i really am ( kind of)? I'm certain that I'm a girl. This is for many different reasons these can be appearances, emotions, different feeling, hormones. i know i am a girl and i was since in womb. I'm 100% sure that my birthday is the 3rd of April...why? because i have a birth certificate that says so. normally they aren't wrong, and if so then I've been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. i know in myself, where abouts I've been; what I've done and most of all why. I've been living outside of England for the past two years and i know this because i was physically there and i know in my head about what was going through me when i was and when i was settling in there, and when i was on the verge of coming back ( which i was more scared of than going there)
Five things that i want to know was hard... not just because i spent about half an hour wondering if i should do this in rough or not fist or whether i should just write it down as it came and sound like a complete air head. So i chose the second option. there are so many things i want to know but for some reason these ones came to me. For the first question- it didn't help that i was sitting in front of a ridiculously detailed carved chair. Even so I'm still wondering how on earth they carve the chairs so precisely and accurately. This is just one of the questions( this type) that I'm asking. this one just so happened to come to mind. Another question such as how on a table cloth do they distinguish the colors so accurately? these type of questions run through my head each and everyday, whether i can control it or not
I've had hundreds of bio, chem and physics lessons but never has it been explained why exactly in detail i cant really see any of it going thought the air. Being limited to just five questions or things that i want to know was harder than i thought but having know that there is so much more in the air than what you see, including pollutants, and different atoms from all sciences, but wouldn't be be pretty cool if we could actually see them? Knowledge comes from everywhere, including teachers, yourself, school in general, childhoods, home etc... But where does common knowledge come from? and what exactly is it? well searched, common knowledge is anything generally known to everyone. But what exactly does this mean? My question that i asked was where exactly does it come from? whether it comes from childhood or everyday life, it's an interesting subject to me.
Why do some people think before acting and other do before thinking? i wanted to know this because it could be a matter of confidence, in some cases- stupidity; whether or not you care at all or sometimes because you do care. For example i could cross the road but thinking before i do it, or i could shout something out and it could have come across as very offensive without thinking- or with thinking
. Do some people think about 'it' for a reason and what reason is that? Emotions are weird, cool, intelligent in some ways or another or even annoying- emotions may just come when you least want them to be there, for various reasons. People get emotional at all kinds of events. The experience of loosing someone has sometimes the worse kind of effect on some people, however for others- loosing a match could bring out the worst kind of emotion. For me obviously I've lost a lot of people and the emotions choose to just run wild. What i want to know is where they come from really? different things make different people tick, whether they are macho bike riders, maybe saying something the least bit offensive could do something, or the other way around.
Having to know something is good or bad, hard or easy but wanting to know something for me is ten times the effort. whether that has to do with my family background or something in Biology class. Knowing and wanting to know are very different that's the whole point.
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